03.01.08
Experience is good.
Today the sun is out, and it suddely warms up,and it is said that the following days of this week will be as sunny too.
I hope it is really like what Gordo said:”the last day of winter was yesterday.”
No doubt this was the coldest winter in many years, but for me it has not been the most miserable winter, because unlike the cold damn old school days when I had to travel from classroom to dorm in the nights,not wearing enough, I got a very warm, cozy home to stay in. +There is a very active dog that makes enough troulble and generates enough heat too.
Afternoon we took the dynamic bomb to get her vaccine. She was so well-behaved it surprised me. You look at her you wont believe she is the little demonio that I keep talking about, and my comments about her seems like some sort of undermining. If you have no idea about the race…
Next month, last shot. Soon we can take her out, give her bath and introduce her to lots of activities that we think might scare her, that’s just thrilling!
Oh forgot to mention, this little bitch now likes the same spot as I do–Gordo’s shoulder. Whenever we sit together, for a movie or something, she has to have the spot. She not only takes the place, she keeps shoving me away. This was a place my head rests from day one, and she made an end to it.
A firend I haven’t seen in a few years called and talked about a hard break-up tonight. She said, now that I am finally at this stage, I suddely remember you, nights and nights in my place whinning over your stories–I thought all was simple then, but I realized it only 8 years later, God I’m so behind!
I said, it is still simple, just when it happens to you it suddenly gets complicated:)
Just a side note, I do think experience is good. No matter how bad it hurts, whether it takes months, 1 year or 5 years to get over, it is still better than nothing. Cause only after you’ve been hurt you’ll then cherish the ones who love you, after you’ve seen the ugly you can tell who’s noble, and after the so many wrong ones you will eventually learn who’s your right.
And it’s good now that you are laughing, but you’ve screamed, cried and feared.
Experience is good.