07.07.10
Life isn’t all breeze
World cup is getting to final stage–in fact, ever since the game narrowed down to top 4, it’s pretty much “game over” for me, because going to bed at 4+am and waking up at 7am sharp simply isn’t something my willpower could dictate. Well…speaking NOT of the finals. (definitely will still do this once on the coming Monday morning…).
It’s sort of going to a “now what?” situation–like when you’ve been watching a great TV series and suddenly the season comes to an end. Life would still go on but there will be a short period of time that you don’t know what you are going to do and you got to adjust.
I should say I have been having a breezy time this past month. I feel grateful…was telling Jenny Hu that it is a great happiness for a girl to be able to dance everyday…even though I had to rush back for my afternoon chores,and the rain storm and the following heatwave…It’s just nothing, compared to what we’ve been able to do.
On the other hand, talking about spreading the joy, my students in Clifford requested the center to add one more class per week. I only have a few students but it is great to know that they would be looking forward the whole week just for an hour’s class and they’ve been working hard.
I will have to cut short my own training though, by a few days. Mom called and told me she has been diagnosed with mixed tumor of parotid glands and needs an operation soon. Theoretically it is not a life-and-death situation but an operation is nevertheless an operation. Anything involved cutting you open isn’t that cool, not even on the face. There is a risk of pulling the wrong facial nerves and coming out with a crooked face. I’d pray for her but only now I realize I don’t have any religion. I need to grow some faith.
Having people that you actually care is the ultimate good, but the other side of the coin–not having them is spiritual freedom.(selfish…yea I know…) was telling my girl friend–why the rush falling for the guy if he doesn’t fall first? lol…
So…as it looks, coming 2 weeks would not be breeze, 4 days on biz trip and some more days at hospital.
Dreading it but I wish everything pans out all good…